cant slp..cant slp..still cant slp..kinda had a nice dream n a nitemare..but when i woke up after the nice dream..back to reality..then realised it wasnt nice at all..by rite shld be going out today de..either with parents or aunt..but rejected both coz dun feel like going out..or actualli not..coz feel like doing smth but afraid tat will drive someone crazy again..had some heartfelt feelings a few days ago..dunno is there such a thing as heartfelt feelings..hmm..some deep feelings ba..very deep in fact..but..juz nv say out..coz..i dunno leh..feel tat itz so deep..tat no words can describe it?say le..ppl also dun realli understand..?shy..?pai seh..?hmm..though itz not the first time ive felt tat..but pai seh coz..hmmm..nvm..
